you put upyou put up a front and put up fences,
Hid your soul beneath your bones.
And close your heart off to the sound of pain.
You dance in self sorrow and misery..
pity is for self,
And how you pity your longest memoires.
you crawl when you can walk,
But somehow crawling seems more suited for you now.
you scream but there's no sound,
Every scream is trapped inside your mind.....
captivatedif i could tell one person,
everything i knew
everything i have ever felt
That one would be you.
and when i had said all that needs to be,
i could go and know that you had truly known me.
i could rest safe in knowing that you knew who i was
and who i always will be,
me, the person the very soul beneath the skin and glow of life or lack there of.
i would look so deeply into your crimson eyes
and i would find in that very moment that i was truly loved.
and i could go knowing that love was all i really needed
and all i ever really had.
and when the dawn breaks and the waves move Heavy upon the shores
i will smiling from miles afar and love you like the golden rays of sun that kiss the greenest hills.
for in that one waking moment i will be free,
i will be captivated
Head full of thoughtsmy fingers move to the thoughts in my head,
Down to the paper that i keep near my bed..
Words of the wonder that i keep inside.
only i know the miles id walk just to hide.
a peddle from a rose
a long distance call
a leaf in the wind
a brake in the fall.
words on the paper
words all around
making the noises
but not any sound,
writing it down
only to feel
what hasn't been heard.
down to the paper i go again
writing the feelings that i hold within.
no one can know
no one can see
just what i hold
what's in side of me...